The Confession of St. Patrick
Translated from the Latin by Ludwig Bieler
I am Patrick, a sinner, most unlearned, the least of all the
faithful, and utterly despised by many. My father was
Calpornius, a deacon, son of Potitus, a priest, of the village
Bannavem Taburniæ; he had a country seat nearby, and there I
was taken captive.
I was then about sixteen years of age. I did not know the
true God. I was taken into captivity to Ireland with many
thousands of people---and deservedly so, because we turned away
from God, and did not keep His commandments, and did not obey
our priests, who used to remind us of our salvation. And the
Lord brought over us the wrath of his anger and scattered us
among many nations, even unto the utmost part of the earth,
where now my littleness is placed among strangers.
And there the Lord opened the sense of my unbelief that I
might at last remember my sins and be converted with all my
heart to the Lord my God, who had regard for my abjection, and
mercy on my youth and ignorance, and watched over me before I
knew Him, and before I was able to distinguish between good and
evil, and guarded me, and comforted me as would a father his
son.
Hence I cannot be silent---nor, indeed, is it
expedient---about the great benefits and the great grace which
the lord has deigned to bestow upon me in the land of my
captivity; for this we can give to God in return after having
been chastened by Him, to exalt and praise His wonders before
every nation that is anywhere under the heaven.
Because there is no other God, nor ever was,
nor will be, than God the Father unbegotten, without beginning,
from whom is all beginning, the Lord of the universe, as we
have been taught; and His son Jesus Christ, whom we declare to
have always been with the Father, spiritually and ineffably
begotten by the Father before the beginning of the world,
before all beginning; and by Him are made all things visible
and invisible. He was made man, and, having defeated death,
was received into heaven by the Father; and He hath given Him
all power over all names in heaven, on earth, and under the
earth, and every tongue shall confess to Him that Jesus Christ
is Lord and God, in whom we believe, an whose advent we expect
soon to be, judge of the living and of the dead, who will
render to every man according to his deeds; and He has poured
forth upon us abundantly the Holy Spirit, the gift and pledge
of immortality, who makes those who believe and obey sons of
God and joint heirs with Christ; and Him do we confess and
adore, one God in the Trinity of the Holy Name.
For He Himself has said through the Prophet: Call upon me in
the day or they trouble, and I will deliver thee, and thou
shalt glorify me. And again He says: It is honourable to
reveal and confess the works of God.
Although I am imperfect in many things, I nevertheless wish
that my brethren and kinsmen should know what sort of person I
am, so that they may understand my heart's desire.
I know well the testimony of my Lord, who in the Psalm
declares: Thou wilt destroy them that speak a lie. And again
He says: The mouth that belieth killeth the soul. And the same
Lord ways in the Gospel: Every idle word that men shall speak,
they shall render an account for it on the day of judgement.
And so I should dread exceedingly, with fear and trembling,
this sentence on that day when no one will be able to escape or
hide, but we all, without exception, shall have to give an
account even of our smallest sins before the judgement of the
Lord Christ.
For this reason I had in mind to write, but hesitated until
now; I was afraid of exposing myself to the talk of men,
because I have not studied like the others, who thoroughly
imbibed law and Sacred Scripture, and never had to change from
the language of their childhood days, but were able to make it
still more perfect. In our case, what I had to say had to be
translated into a tongue foreign to me, as can be easily proved
from the savour of my writing, which betrays how little
instruction and training I have had in the art of words; for, so
says Scripture, by the tongue will be discovered the wise man,
and understanding, and knowledge, and the teaching of truth.
But of what help is an excuse, however true, especially if
combined with presumption, since now, in my old age, I strive
for something that I did not acquire in youth? It was my sins
that prevented me from fixing in my mind what before I had
barely read through. But who believes me, though I should
repeat what I started out with?
As a youth, nay, almost as a boy not able to speak, I was
taken captive, before I knew what to pursue and what to avoid.
Hence to-day I blush and fear exceedingly to reveal my lack of
education; for I am unable to tell my story to those versed in
the art of concise writing---in such a way, I mean, as my
spirit and mind long to do, and so that the sense of my words
expresses what I feel.
But if indeed it had been given to me as it was given to
others, then I would not be silent because of my desire of
thanksgiving; and if perhaps some people think me arrogant for
doing so in spite of my lack of knowledge and my slow tongue,
it is, after all, written: The stammering tongues shall quickly
learn to speak peace.
How much more should we earnestly strive to do this, we, who
are, so Scripture says, a letter of Christ for salvation unto
the utmost part of the earth, and, though not an eloquent one,
yet...written in your hearts, not with ink, but with the
spirit of the living God! And again the Spirit witnesses that
even rusticity was created by the Highest.
Whence I, once rustic, exiled, unlearned, who does not know
how to provide for the future, this at least I know most
certainly that before I was humiliated I was like a stone Lying
in the deep mire; and He that is mighty came and in His mercy
lifted me up, and raised me aloft, and placed me on the top of
the wall. And therefore I ought to cry out aloud and so also
render something to the Lord for His great benefits here and in
eternity---benefits which the mind of men is unable to
appraise.
Wherefore, then, be astonished, ye great and little that
fear God, and you men of letters on your estates, listen and
pore over this. Who was it that roused up me, the fool that I
am, from the midst of those who in the eyes of men are wise,
and expert in law, and powerful in word and in everything? And
He inspired me---me, the outcast of this world---before others,
to be the man (if only I could!) who, with fear and reverence
and without blame, should faithfully serve the people to whom
the love of Christ conveyed and gave me for the duration of my
life, if I should be worthy; yes indeed, to serve them humbly
and sincerely.
In the light, therefore, of our faith in the Trinity I must
make this choice, regardless of danger I must make known the
gift of God and everlasting consolation, without fear and
frankly I must spread everywhere the name of God so that after
my decease I may leave a bequest to my brethren and sons whom I
have baptised in the Lord---so many thousands of people.
And I was not worthy, nor was I such that the Lord should
grant this to His servant; that after my misfortunes and so
great difficulties, after my captivity, after the lapse of so
many years, He should give me so great a grace in behalf of
that nation---a thing which once, in my youth, I never expected
nor thought of.
But after I came to Ireland---every day I had to tend sheep,
and many times a day I prayed---the love of God and His fear
came to me more and more, and my faith was strengthened. And my
spirit was moved so that in a single day I would say as many as
a hundred prayers, and almost as many in the night, and this
even when I was staying in the woods and on the mountains; and
I used to get up for prayer before daylight, through snow,
through frost, through rain, and I felt no harm, and there was
no sloth in me---as I now see, because the spirit within me was
then fervent.
And there one night I heard in my sleep a voice saying to
me: `It is well that you fast, soon you will go to your own
country.' And again, after a short while, I heard a voice
saying to me: `See, your ship is ready.' And it was not near,
but at a distance of perhaps two hundred miles, and I had never
been there, nor did I know a living soul there; and then I took
to flight, and I left the man with whom I had stayed for six
years. And I went in the strength of God who directed my way to
my good, and I feared nothing until I came to that ship.
And the day that I arrived the ship was set afloat, and I
said that I was able to pay for my passage with them. But the
captain was not pleased, and with indignation he answered
harshly: `It is of no use for you to ask us to go along with
us.' And when I heard this, I left them in order to return to
the hut where I was staying. And as I went, I began to pray;
and before I had ended my prayer, I heard one of them shouting
behind me, `Come, hurry, we shall take you on in good faith;
make friends with us in whatever way you like.' And so on that
day I refused to suck their breasts for fear of God, but rather
hoped they would come to the faith of Jesus Christ, because
they were pagans. And thus I had my way with them, and we set
sail at once.
And after three days we reached land, and for twenty-eight
days we travelled through deserted country. And they lacked
food, and hunger overcame them; and the next day the captain
said to me: `Tell me, Christian: you say that your God is great
and all-powerful; why, then, do you not pray for us? As you can
see, we are suffering from hunger; it is unlikely indeed that
we shall ever see a human being again.'
I said to them full of confidence: `Be truly converted with
all your heart to the Lord my God, because nothing is
impossible for Him, that this day He may send you food on your
way until you be satisfied; for He has abundance everywhere.'
And, with the help of God, so it came to pass: suddenly a herd
of pigs appeared on the road before our eyes, and they killed
many of them; and there they stopped for two nights and fully
recovered their strength, and their hounds received their fill
for many of them had grown weak and were half-dead along the
way. And from that day they had plenty of food. They also found
wild honey, and offered some of it to me, and one of them said:
`This we offer in sacrifice.' Thanks be to God, I tasted none
of it.
That same night, when I was asleep, Satan assailed me
violently, a thing I shall remember as long as I shall be in
this body. And he fell upon me like a huge rock, and I could
not stir a limb. But whence came it into my mind, ignorant as I
am, to call upon Helias? And meanwhile I saw the sun rise in
the sky, and while I was shouting `Helias! Helias' with all my
might, suddenly the splendour of that sun fell on me and
immediately freed me of all misery. And I believe that I was
sustained by Christ my Lord, and that His Spirit was even then
crying out in my behalf, and I hope it will be so on the day of
my tribulation, as is written in the Gospel: On that day, the
Lord declares, it is not you that speak, but the Spirit of your
Father that speaketh in you.
And once again, after many years, I fell into captivity. On
that first night I stayed with them, I heard a divine message
saying to me: `Two months will you be with them.' And so it
came to pass: on the sixtieth night thereafter the Lord
delivered me out of their hands.
Also on our way God gave us food and fire and dry weather
every day, until, on the tenth day, we met people. As I said
above, we travelled twenty-eight days through deserted country,
and the night that we met people we had no food left.
And again after a few years I was in Britain with my people.
who received me as their son, and sincerely besought me that
now at last, having suffered so many hardships, I should not
leave them and go elsewhere.
And there I saw in the night the vision of a man, whose name
was Victoricus, coming as it were from Ireland, with countless
letters. And he gave me one of them, and I read the opening
words of the letter, which were, `The voice of the Irish'; and
as I read the beginning of the letter I thought that at the
same moment I heard their voice---they were those beside the
Wood of Voclut, which is near the Western Sea---and thus did
they cry out as with one mouth: `We ask thee, boy, come and
walk among us once more.'
And I was quite broken in heart, and could read no further,
and so I woke up. Thanks be to God, after many years the Lord
gave to them according to their cry.
And another night---whether within me, or beside me, I know
not, God knoweth---they called me most unmistakably with words
which I heard but could not understand, except that at the end
of the prayer He spoke thus: `He that has laid down His life
for thee, it is He that speaketh in thee'; and so I awoke full
of joy.
And again I saw Him praying in me, and I was as it were
within my body, and I heard Him above me, that is, over the
inward man, and there He prayed mightily with groanings. And
all the time I was astonished, and wondered, and thought with
myself who it could be that prayed in me. But at the end of the
prayer He spoke, saying that He was the Spirit; and so I woke
up, and remembered the Apostle saying: The Spirit helpeth the
infirmities of our prayer. For we know not what we should pray
for as we ought; but the Spirit Himself asketh for us with
unspeakable groanings, which cannot be expressed in words; and
again: The Lord our advocate asketh for us.
And when I was attacked by a number of my seniors who came
forth and brought up my sins against my laborious episcopate,
on that day indeed was I struck so that I might have fallen now
and for eternity; but the Lord graciously spared the stranger
and sojourner for His name and came mightily to my help in this
affliction Verily, not slight was the shame and blame that fell
upon me! I ask God that it may not be reckoned to them as sin.
As cause for proceeding against me they found---after thirty
years!---a confession I had made before I was a deacon. In the
anxiety of my troubled mind I confided to my dearest friend
what I had done in my boyhood one day, nay, in one hour,
because I was not yet strong. I know not, God knoweth---whether
I was then fifteen years old: and I did not believe in the
living God, nor did I so from my childhood, but lived in death
and unbelief until I was severely chastised and really
humiliated, by hunger and nakedness, and that daily.
On the other hand, I did not go to Ireland of my own accord.
not until I had nearly perished; but this was rather for my
good, for thus was I purged by the Lord; and He made me fit so
that I might be now what was once far from me that I should
care and labour for the salvation of others, whereas then I did
not even care about myself.
On that day, then, when I was rejected by those referred to
and mentioned above, in that night I saw a vision of the night.
There was a writing without honour against my face, and at the
same time I heard God's voice saying to me: `We have seen with
displeasure the face of Deisignatus' (thus revealing his name).
He did not say, `Thou hast seen.' but `We have seen.' as if He
included Himself, as He sayeth: He who toucheth you toucheth as
it were the apple of my eye.
Therefore I give Him thanks who hath strengthened me in
everything, as He did not frustrate the journey upon which I
had decided, and the work which I had learned from Christ my
Lord; but I rather felt after this no little strength, and my
trust was proved right before God and men.
And so I say boldly, my conscience does not blame me now or
in the future: God is my witness that I have not lied in the
account which I have given you.
But the more am I sorry for my dearest friend that we had to
hear what he said. To him I had confided my very soul! And I
was told by some of the brethren before that defence---at which
I was not present, nor was I in Britain, nor was it suggested
by me---that he would stand up for me in my absence. He had
even said to me in person: `Look, you should be raised to the
rank of bishop!'---of which I was not worthy. But whence did it
come to him afterwards that he let me down before all, good and
evil, and publicly, in a matter in which he had favoured me
before spontaneously and gladly---and not he alone, but the
Lord, who is greater than all?
Enough of this. I must not, however, hide God's gift which
He bestowed upon me in the land of my captivity; because then I
earnestly sought Him, and there I found Him, and He saved me
from all evil because---so I believe---of His Spirit that
dwelleth in me. Again, boldly said. But God knows it, had this
been said to me by a man, I had perhaps remained silent for the
love of Christ.
Hence, then, I give unwearied thanks to God, who kept me
faithful in the day of my temptation, so that today I can
confidently offer Him my soul as a living sacrifice---to Christ
my Lord, who saved me out of all my troubles. Thus I can say:
`Who am I, 0 Lord, and to what hast Thou called me, Thou who
didst assist me with such divine power that to-day I constantly
exalt and magnify Thy name among the heathens wherever I may
be, and not only in good days but also in tribulations?' So
indeed I must accept with equanimity whatever befalls me, be it
good or evil, and always give thanks to God, who taught me to
trust in Him always without hesitation, and who must have heard
my prayer so that I, however ignorant I was, in the last days
dared to undertake such a holy and wonderful work---thus
imitating somehow those who, as the Lord once foretold, would
preach His Gospel for a testimony to all nations before the end
of the world. So we have seen it, and so it has been fulfilled:
indeed, we are witnesses that the Gospel has been preached unto
those parts beyond which there lives nobody.
Now, it would be tedious to give a detailed account of all
my labours or even a part of them. Let me tell you briefly how
the merciful God often freed me from slavery and from twelve
dangers in which my life was at stake---not to mention numerous
plots, which I cannot express in words; for I do not want to
bore my readers. But God is my witness, who knows all things
even before they come to pass, as He used to forewarn even me,
poor wretch that I am, of many things by a divine message.
How came I by this wisdom, which was not in me, who neither
knew the number of my days nor knew what God was? Whence was
given to me afterwards the gift so great, so salutary---to know
God and to love Him, although at the price of leaving my
country and my parents?
And many gifts were offered to me in sorrow and tears, and I
offended the donors, much against the wishes of some of my
seniors; but, guided by God, in no way did I agree with them or
acquiesce. It was not grace of my own, but God, who is strong
in me and resists them all---as He had done when I came to the
people of Ireland to preach the Gospel, and to suffer insult
from the unbelievers, hearing the reproach of my going abroad,
and many persecutions even unto bonds, and to give my free
birth for the benefit of others; and, should I be worthy, I am
prepared to give even my life without hesitation and most
gladly for His name, and it is there that I wish to spend it
until I die, if the Lord would grant it to me.
For I am very much God's debtor, who gave me such grace that
many people were reborn in God through me and afterwards
confirmed, and that clerics were ordained for them everywhere,
for a people just coming to the faith, whom the Lord took from
the utmost parts of the earth, as He once had promised through
His prophets: To Thee the gentiles shall come from the ends of
the earth and shall say: `How false are the idols that our
fathers got for themselves, and there is no profit in them';
and again: `I have set Thee as a light among the gentiles, that
Thou mayest be for salvation unto the utmost part of the earth.'
And there I wish to wait for His promise who surely never
deceives, as He promises in the Gospel: They shall come from
the east and the west, and shall sit down with Abraham and
Isaac and Jacob---as we believe the faithful will come from all
the world.
For that reason, therefore, we ought to fish well and
diligently, as the Lord exhorts in advance and teaches, saying:
Come ye after me, and I will make you to be fishers of men. And
again He says through the prophets: Behold, I send many fishers
and hunters, saith God, and so on. Hence it was most necessary
to spread our nets so that a great multitude and throng might
be caught for God, and that there be clerics everywhere to
baptize and exhort a people in need and want, as the Lord in
the Gospel states, exhorts and teaches, saying: Going therefore
now, teach ye all nations, baptizing them in the name of the
Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, teaching them to
observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and behold
I am with you all days even to the consummation of the world.
And again He says: Go ye therefore into the whole world, and
preach the Gospel to every creature. He that believeth and is
baptized shall be saved; but he that believeth not shall be
condemned. And again: This Gospel of the kingdom shall be
preached in the whole world for a testimony to all nations, and
then shall come the end. And so too the Lord announces through
the prophet, and says: And it shall come to pass, in the last
days, saith the Lord, I will pour out of my Spirit upon all
flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and
your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream
dreams. And upon my servants indeed, and upon my handmaids will
I pour out in those days of my Spirit, and they shall prophesy.
And in Osee, He saith: `I will call that which was not
my people, my people; ...and her that had not obtained
mercy, one that hath obtained mercy. And it shall be in the
place where it was said: ``You are not my people,'' there they
shall be called the sons of the living God.'
Hence, how did it come to pass in Ireland that those who
never had a knowledge of God, but until now always worshipped
idols and things impure, have now been made a people of the
Lord, and are called sons of God, that the sons and daughters
of the kings of the Irish are seen to be monks and virgins of
Christ?
Among others, a blessed Irishwoman of noble birth,
beautiful, full-grown, whom I had baptized, came to us after
some days for a particular reason: she told us that she had
received a message from a messenger of God, and he admonished
her to be a virgin of Christ and draw near to God. Thanks be to
God, on the sixth day after this she most laudably and eagerly
chose what all virgins of Christ do. Not that their fathers
agree with them: no---they often ever suffer persecution and
undeserved reproaches from their parents; and yet their number
is ever increasing. How many have been reborn there so as to be
of our kind, I do not know---not to mention widows and those
who practice continence.
But greatest is the suffering of those women who live in
slavery. All the time they have to endure terror and threats.
But the Lord gave His grace to many of His maidens; for, though
they are forbidden to do so, they follow Him bravely.
Wherefore, then, even if I wished to leave them and go to
Britain---and how I: would have loved to go to my country and
my parents, and also to Gaul in order to visit the brethren and
to see the face of the saints of my Lord! God knows it! that I
much desired it; but I am bound by the Spirit, who gives
evidence against me if I do this, telling me that I shall be
guilty; and I am afraid of losing the labour which I have
begun---nay, not I, but Christ the Lord who bade me come here
and stay with them for the rest of my life, if the Lord will,
and will guard me from every evil way that I may not sin before
Him.
This, I presume, I ought to do, but I do not trust myself as
long as I am in this body of death, for strong is he who daily
strives to turn me away from the faith and the purity of true
religion to which I have devoted myself to the end of my I life
to Christ my Lord. But the hostile flesh is ever dragging us
unto death, that I is, towards the forbidden satisfaction of
one's desires; and I know that in part I did not lead a perfect
life as did the other faithful; but I acknowledge it to my!
Lord, and do not blush before Him, because I lie not: from the
time I came to know Him in my youth, the love of God and the
fear of Him have grown in me, and up to now, thanks to the
grace of God, I have kept the faith.
And let those who will, laugh and scorn---I shall not be
silent; nor shall I hide the signs and wonders which the Lord
has shown me many years before they came to pass, as He knows
everything even before the times of the world.
Hence I ought unceasingly to give thanks to God who often
pardoned my folly and my carelessness, and on more than one
occasion spared His great wrath on me, who was chosen to be His
helper and who was slow to do as was shown me and as the Spirit
suggested. And the Lord had mercy on me thousands and thousands
of times because He saw that I was ready, but that I did not
know what to do in the circumstances. For many tried to prevent
this my mission; they would even talk to each other behind my
back and say: `Why does this fellow throw himself into danger
among enemies who have no knowledge of God?' It was not malice,
but it did not appeal to them because---and to this I own
myself---of my rusticity. And I did not realize at once the
grace that was then in me; now I understand that I should have
done so before.
Now I have given a simple account to my brethren and fellow
servants who have believed me because of what I said and still
say in order to strengthen and confirm your faith. Would that
you, too, would strive for greater things and do better! This
will be my glory, for a wise son is the glory of his father.
You know, and so does God, how I have lived among you from
my youth in the true faith and in sincerity of heart. Likewise,
as regards the heathen among whom I live, I have been faithful
to them, and so I shall be. God knows it, I have overreached
none of them, nor would I think of doing so, for the sake of
God and His Church, for fear of raising persecution against
them and all of us, and for fear that through me the name of
the Lord be blasphemed; for it is written: Woe to the man
through whom the name of the Lord is blasphemed.
For although I be rude in all things, nevertheless I have
tried somehow to keep myself safe, and that, too, for my
Christian brethren, and the virgins of Christ, and the pious
women who of their own accord made me gifts and laid on the
altar some of their ornaments and I gave them back to them, and
they were offended that I did so. But I did it for the hope of
lasting success---in order to preserve myself cautiously in
everything so that they might not seize upon me or the ministry
of my service, under the pretext of dishonesty, and that I
would not even in the smallest matter give the infidels an
opportunity to defame or defile.
When I baptized so many thousands of people, did I perhaps
expect from any of them as much as half a scruple? Tell me, and
I will restore it to you. Or when the Lord ordained clerics
everywhere through my unworthy person and I conferred the
ministry upon them free, if I asked any of them as much as the
price of my shoes, speak against me and I will return it to
you.
On the contrary, I spent money for you that they might
receive me; and I went to you and everywhere for your sake in
many dangers, even to the farthest districts, beyond which
there lived nobody and where nobody had ever come to baptize,
or to ordain clergy, or to confirm the people. With the grace
of the Lord, I did everything lovingly and gladly for your
salvation.
All the while I used to give presents to the kings, besides
the fees I paid to their sons who travel with me. Even so they
laid hands on me and my companions, and on that day they
eagerly wished to kill me; but my time had not yet come. And
everything they found with us they took away, and me they put
in irons; and on the fourteenth day the Lord delivered me from
their power, and our belongings were returned to us because of
God and our dear friends whom we had seen before.
You know how much I paid to those who administered justice
in all those districts to which I came frequently. I think I
distributed among them not less than the price of fifteen men,
so that you might enjoy me, and I might always enjoy you in
God. I am not sorry for it---indeed it is not enough for me; I
still spend and shall spend more. God has power to grant me
afterwards that I myself may be spent for your souls.
Indeed, I call God to witness upon my soul that I lie not;
neither, I hope, am I writing to you in order to make this an
occasion of flattery or covetousness, nor because I look for
honour from any of you. Sufficient is the honour that is not
yet seen but is anticipated in the heart. Faithful is He that
promised; He never lieth.
But I see myself exalted even in the present world beyond
measure by the Lord, and I was not worthy nor such that He
should grant me this. I know perfectly well, though not by my
own judgement, that poverty and misfortune becomes me better
than riches and pleasures. For Christ the Lord, too, was poor
for our sakes; and I, unhappy wretch that I am, have no wealth
even if I wished for it. Daily I expect murder, fraud, or
captivity, or whatever it may be; but I fear none of these
things because of the promises of heaven. I have cast myself
into the hands of God Almighty, who rules everywhere, as the
prophet says: Cast thy thought upon God, and He shall sustain
thee.
So, now I commend my soul to my faithful God, for whom I am
an ambassador in all my wretchedness; but God accepteth no
person, and chose me for this office---to be, although among
His least, one of His ministers.
Hence let me render unto Him for all He has done to me. But
what can I say or what can I promise to my Lord, as I can do
nothing that He has not given me? May He search the hearts and
deepest feelings; for greatly and exceedingly do I wish, and
ready I was, that He should give me His chalice to drink, as He
gave it also to the others who loved Him.
Wherefore may God never permit it to happen to me that I
should lose His people which He purchased in the utmost parts
of the world. I pray to God to give me perseverance and to
deign that I be a faithful witness to Him to the end of my life
for my God.
And if ever I have done any good for my God whom I love, I
beg Him to grant me that I may shed my blood with those exiles
and captives for His name, even though I should be denied a
grave, or my body be woefully torn to pieces limb by limb by
hounds or wild beasts, or the fowls of the air devour it. I am
firmly convinced that if this should happen to me, I would have
gained my soul together with my body, because on that day
without doubt we shall rise in the brightness of the sun, that
is, in the glory of Christ Jesus our Redeemer, as sons of the
living God and joint heirs with Christ, to be made conformable
to His image; for of Him, and by Him, and in Him we shall
reign.
For this sun which we see rises daily for us because He
commands so, but it will never reign, nor will its splendour
last; what is more, those wretches who adore it will be
miserably punished. Not so we, who believe in, and worship, the
true sun---Christ---who will never perish, nor will he who
doeth His will; but he will abide for ever as Christ abideth
for ever, who reigns with God the Father Almighty and the Holy
Spirit before time, and now, and in all eternity. Amen.
Behold, again and again would I set forth the words of my
confession. I testify in truth and in joy of heart before God
and His holy angels that I never had any reason except the
Gospel and its promises why I should ever return to the people
from whom once before I barely escaped.
I pray those who believe and fear God, whosoever deigns to
look at or receive this writing which Patrick, a sinner,
unlearned, has composed in Ireland, that no one should ever say
that it was my ignorance if I did or showed forth anything
however small according to God's good pleasure; but let this be
your conclusion and let it so be thought, that---as is the
perfect truth---it was the gift of God. This is my confession
before I die.
Patrick of Ireland
- ...was not Irish. He was a British Celt, first enslaved in
Ireland as a teen, later a missionary to Ireland.
- ...was not necessarily the first missionary to Ireland.
- No one knows his birth or death date. 17 March is
traditionally considered to be one of the two, but there is no
documentation for this.
- The only documents about Patrick are his Confession and a letter he wrote to Coroticus.
- There were never snakes---or other reptiles---in Ireland for
Patrick to chase out.
- Patrick is not a ``Roman saint'', and predates the Roman catholic
church.
The Confession
Roger Nelson is an actor (among other things) who portrays Patrick of
Ireland in a dramatic presentation of the Confession. Call
+1-818-794-3943 or send mail to The Friends of St. Patrick,
1716 1/4 Sierra Bonita, Pasadena, CA 91104
Roger also portrays John Wesley in a dramatic presentation
entitled The Man from Aldersgate.
I typed in this copy of the Confession after seeing
Roger portray both of these historical figures, and being moved
by both of the presentations. If you have a chance to see
either of his presentations, I suggest that it is worth going.
I am Michael K. Johnson. Please send me email if you find any typos in this document.
Americans: British spellings do not constitute typos...
This translation appears to be in the public domain, but
please be polite and attribute the source (Ludwig Bieler,
not me!) if you use it in any way.
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